I lost my phone on the bus. I was sad at first but then I thought that maybe the phone was not meant to be mine. Ciest la vie. So, it’s okay. Anyway, I have not changed my tumblr password, I want to change it from my computer. Anyway, if you see suspicious post from my url, that probably isn’t coming from me.
-the real ich :)
Anonymous asked: No! Please don't feel stupid, because you absolutely are not. I know how the demotivation thing goes... I used to always be super-motivated, but in the last several years that has almost completely died out. I grew to hate myself because I thought I had to be highly accomplished in order to be a worthy human being. But now I'm trying SO hard to learn to love myself for simply being me. Motivation is hard to recover, but I have faith it can be done. <3
I know that I completely capable if they ever have a little faith in me. I know that they think that I’m stupid. Well they never really mention but I can feel it. This sucks and it really hurts. Feeling worthless is in fact worse than dying. Thus lack of the motivation. I know self pity is not an option for me but all the talks behind my back, somehow maKes me feel sorry for myself.
Anyway, thanks for sending me this message. I wish you have all the happiness in your life.